Billy Idol is a name synonymous with rock ‘n’ roll rebellion, but the 1980s nearly dealt him a fatal blow. In his new documentary, Billy Idol Should Be Dead, which debuted at the Tribeca Film Festival, the iconic musician reflects on a dark chapter that could have ended his illustrious career.
Idol, now 69, recounts the harrowing experience of a near-fatal overdose in 1984. At the height of his fame, following the success of his chart-topping album Rebel Yell, he found himself in London with friends ready to celebrate. But what started as a joyful reunion spiraled into chaos. “I was coming back in triumph and I nearly ruined it,†he shares, revealing that the group indulged in some of the strongest heroin available. “I was basically dying. I was turning blue,†he recalls, vividly describing the moment his friends fought to save his life by running him through a chilling ice bath.
In those heady days of the rock scene, drugs were all too tempting. Idol acknowledges the seductive nature of heroin, saying, “You’re wide open for it… maybe this could unleash something.†The culture of excess both fascinated and ensnared him, leaving many to wonder how close he really came to losing it all.
A Chaotic Turning Point
The documentary also sheds light on another pivotal moment that pushed Idol to finally turn his life around: a wild trip to Bangkok that resulted in a staggering $75,000 in damages at a hotel. Idol hilariously admits to passing out in an elevator while Mel Gibson and his family looked on. This incident marked a crucial turning point in his battle with addiction.
Reflecting candidly on his struggles, Idol describes the agonizing journey of getting off heroin, stating, “It’s one of the most awful experiences in the world.†Using an apt metaphor from Boy George, he recounts feeling like “your skeleton trying to get out of your body,†emphasizing that recovery is neither quick nor easy. “Even after six months, you still feel lousy,†he confesses, painting a raw picture of his long road to recovery.
For those wanting to delve into Idol’s compelling story, you can find more information on where to watch Billy Idol Should Be Dead by visiting the Tribeca website.
If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction, 24-hour support is available through the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Hotline at 1-800-662-4357.
Idol’s candid revelations not only provide a glimpse into the life of a rock legend but serve as a stark reminder of the perils that come with fame and fortune. His journey encapsulates a struggle that resonates with many, and the anticipation surrounding the documentary reflects the ongoing conversation about addiction in our culture today.